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I will not have sleep within my sight. 


Enough with that crap that I just did. 

Anyhow, I really am in a bad state of mind for a 17 year old american white male. 

I have this strange thing that for some reason stupidly optimistic people just piss me off. 

I mean, people that are optimistic because of how fucking stupid they are. 

I'm pretty sure I'm depressed, but I don't know. I spend most of my time asking myself "What's next?" and getting no answer. I ask my brother, and my teachers, "What should I do?" and because I have no important work that needs doing at the moment, they reply with "Whatever you feel like doing."

This makes me angry because it doesn't answer my question. I might have to say it differently, for example; "What do YOU think I should do?"

I know their answer. "Whatever you think you should do."

Fucking people. I go on the internet, posing as a person when all I am is the shell of what a person should behave like. I am creative if given a template and an idea. Tell me to make you a character with a 1,000-word backstory, I'll do it. You would be able to edit it at your own will. 

That doesn't change the fact that I distaste most things at this point.

I play Pathfinder on the weekends, and I play videogames to help people. Those are what you might call my "Hobbies."
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: I Burn (RWBY soundtrack)
  • Reading: no
  • Watching: RWBY
  • Playing: no
  • Eating: no
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
Backstory:
Born in the middle of July, Azure was a healthy baby wolf Faunus. There was slight concern from his mother at the time, as white hair was rare in the family and regularly meant that they'd have difficulty learning.

At the age of five, he showed no signs of learning disabilities. However, he did show a lack of social aptitude. One day at school, the human children started calling him "Dog-boy" because he had to take his hat off and they saw his wolf ears.

At the age of ten, Azure had developed a strong distaste for being away from his family. More specifically, being near others who weren't his family. He heard about the White Fang and thought it was good that they were fighting for equal rights, but didn't like the idea of being around so many people. Even if they did share a common interest.

At the age of fifteen, he had started training with his father with the use of a single blade. When he asked "Why can't I use two?" his father replied with "Because when the strength of the wolf is the pack, and strength of the pack is the wolf, you must know how to be strong by yourself to make us all more powerful." These words left a powerful impact on Azure, and lead him to realize that in a group of elite, they all make each other better.

He is currently seventeen, and attending Beacon Academy. He has completely learned all the steps to the one-handed sword style, but not as fast as they should go. His speed needs work. He's gotten to the point in social activities where he can handle a conversation, but won't start one.

Physical Appearance:
His eyes are electric blue, and his hair is white, matching his ear's fur. His hair reaches about half way down his neck near the back, at lower human ears on the sides, and just above his brow in front.

His Faunus features are wolf ears.

Outfit:
He wears a light blue cloak that drapes to behind his knees, but the front stops at his waist. Halfway down his back, the cloak parts to allow a greater dexterity in combat. He wears it open with a black shirt underneath. On his lower half, he wears dark blue cargo pants, using the side pockets to hold dust crystals. On his feet are combat boots, with uncharged electromagnets on the bottom.

Personality:
With an INTJ (introversion, intuition, thinking, judgment) personality type, he doesn't like to get out too much.
He usually won't start a conversation unless told to. As a part of his childhood, he was called "Dog-boy" by the humans, causing it to be a trigger word for anger. Other than this, he is a pleasant person to be around. Mostly, if you need help, he will do what he can.
Azure Lightning
I made a RWBY OC for RPing with. You might be able to find him on RWBY Roleplay. Otherwise, this is him. I can't find many things other than this to help you understand him.
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I think that the "Happy New Year" saying is now a meme, but none of us know it because we all think it's okay to say based on the end of the last year. 
  • Mood: High
  • Listening to: Mystery Skulls - Ghost
  • Reading: Whispered words
  • Watching: Anime
  • Playing: Destiny
  • Eating: Doritos
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
I will not have sleep within my sight. 


Enough with that crap that I just did. 

Anyhow, I really am in a bad state of mind for a 17 year old american white male. 

I have this strange thing that for some reason stupidly optimistic people just piss me off. 

I mean, people that are optimistic because of how fucking stupid they are. 

I'm pretty sure I'm depressed, but I don't know. I spend most of my time asking myself "What's next?" and getting no answer. I ask my brother, and my teachers, "What should I do?" and because I have no important work that needs doing at the moment, they reply with "Whatever you feel like doing."

This makes me angry because it doesn't answer my question. I might have to say it differently, for example; "What do YOU think I should do?"

I know their answer. "Whatever you think you should do."

Fucking people. I go on the internet, posing as a person when all I am is the shell of what a person should behave like. I am creative if given a template and an idea. Tell me to make you a character with a 1,000-word backstory, I'll do it. You would be able to edit it at your own will. 

That doesn't change the fact that I distaste most things at this point.

I play Pathfinder on the weekends, and I play videogames to help people. Those are what you might call my "Hobbies."
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: I Burn (RWBY soundtrack)
  • Reading: no
  • Watching: RWBY
  • Playing: no
  • Eating: no
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

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:iconiyoka:
Iyoka Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi, sweetums.~ :3
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Razthor Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014
Thanks for the :+fav:
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NumberSevin Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
No problem.
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PenelopeHamuChan Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
Hello. KirbyKirbyKirby1992 and MrVoiceMan said that I should do this Double Meme with you. Here's the link to the Double Meme: renny08.deviantart.com/art/Rem…
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NumberSevin Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I read it. But right now my computer isn't letting me do anything so I'm on my phone.
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PenelopeHamuChan Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
Sorry to hear that.
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Uh oh shit did i delete the RP by accident?? just maybe))
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NumberSevin Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I still have it.
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w00t
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Arekpl Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
happy birthday ^^
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